I’m beginning to wonder how high this mountain is? Does the climb ever stop? Because even after they move out, won’t I still worry?? Won’t there still be rocks to scramble over?? Mountains to move??
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All in Life
I’m beginning to wonder how high this mountain is? Does the climb ever stop? Because even after they move out, won’t I still worry?? Won’t there still be rocks to scramble over?? Mountains to move??
Days filled with grocery store trips and basketball games. Sprinklers in the backyard and family hikes. School activities and tiny hugs. Sibling squabbles and quiet moments reading books before bed. I know without a doubt I’ll miss these crazy, busy, messy, lovely, growing-up days.
Today I’m fixing my eyes on the goodness that surrounds me. Today I’m seeking beauty and kindness. Today I’ll count my many, many blessings. Today I’m going to smile and breathe and feel the sun on my face. Today I’ll pray and remember Jesus is right by my side.
God, thank you for this ordinary little life. There is so much to do, yes. I know I’m moving too fast. But I don’t ever want to be too busy or stressed or distracted or overwhelmed that I forget to notice it all as it passes.
One day. He will transform your terrible suffering. Life’s unavoidable pain. Into the smallest inkling of something new.
This school year doesn’t look anything like we hoped it would, but my children are learning. I am learning. And we are ALL doing the very best job we can!!!
I don’t think He’s keeping track, and I just don’t think He’s keeping score.
But in the middle of all this chaos, I’ve settled on a New Year’s resolution for this school year. GRACE. I’m choosing grace. I’m think we’re ALL going to need it!!!
And this year, I’m learning to love the people in my life who carry very different convictions than I do.
Saying ‘I’m tired’ is like saying ‘I’m chilly’ when I’m buried up to my neck in a snowbank wearing my bathing suit while my little black toes begin breaking off one by one.
This year, I’m going to teach my children the best way I know how… By leading the way through.
I let go of other people’s expectations. I let go of comparison and striving. I let go of proving and performing. I let go of the constant need to be ‘perfect.’
Jesus commanded me to love ALL the people. Even especially the people who might seem HARD to love.
There will always be something to do. I know. But they are little today. And it’s such a little while. So maybe today, Momma…just go PLAY!!
I have officially had it up to here!!!! (I never knew what moms meant by this…until now.) I have reached the point when just ONE MORE THING leaves me fumbling for answers or fighting back tears.
What exactly am I supposed to DO now? Is there something I can DO, God?? About ANY of this??
Did you know you were made on purpose? With a purpose? Did you know you were created for His purpose?
It’s simple. And slow. Slow enough for riding bikes to the park. Slow enough for catching roly polies. And snails. Slow enough for evenings around our firepit roasting smores.
Maybe the next time life doesn’t go as planned, we can have faith that His perfect plans will be SO MUCH BIGGER.